raining and bila cinta song

Haiii theree. Blogging using mobile. My 1st experience noks. Haha. Just installed blogger apps in my iphone. Quite easy to use 😻

Cut the craps Zati. Dah la noob orang lain dah berkurun la blog guna fone. Hohoho.

Ouuh yeahhh. On the way balik Shah Alam. By bus! 1st time! And start by today public transport will be my transport to go anywhere lah.

Apiet dah pindah mai Penang!! *teriakbawahshower

Megodddd. Cemana entah hidup lepas ni. Hujung minggu bercakap dengan dinding. Malam dinner sorang atau dengan Yuyu. No more nak merap2 Apiet bawak makan salmon lah, ayam penyet lah 😹

Ouhh, Mimi pun dapat pindah mai Penang. Which is she can build happy family with her husband lah. Happy for them. Cepat sikit bagi I anak sedara cute cutee. Hahahaha.

Ermmm aku dah start kepala pusing. I just cant read or looking at fone while in car, bus etc. 

Till thenn 😘

shah alam rule!

Hell yeah..! Lamanya tak masuk sini.. Kohkohkohkoh. Nothing much to talk about. Im still the same Zati. Getting old and always make things become bored. Blergh. Wondering when i can be the person who make everyone happy rather than make everyone boring with my attitude, myself and everything. Hiargh.

Ouh yeah, im now in Shah Alam, literally lah because right now in my home at Penang for mid term break. 

Life in Shah Alam? Its suck! Class need me to walk till my underarms sweat, food so pricey with the shit taste, no transport to go here and there and im alone! I barely talk with people accept with Yuyu, my roomate, friend from UiTM Merbok. Yeah, i got new friends there but i put a space with them. Only meet up at class. I just dont want new friend maybe.

Thank god i got Apiet there, he always come to me all the way from Cheras. He save me from drown in boring stay in room all days. *muahciked.

Kahkahkah muah ciked so suck but people including me always use the words. Ceh.

But soon Apiet will going back to north. I just dont like it!

So, what else? Nothing for now maybe. Just keep praying i can survive this degree life. Maybe dean list every sem. So the ptptn will turn to scholarship. Huaaahuaaa.. 

Ok bai!

kisahnya setelah tamat diploma

Hai. Woah, scene blog dah lama terkubur cuma blog saja masih wujud. Dan aku pilih harini nak update. Entah. Sebab bosan kot. Hari-hari kerja mengadap laptop, tidur waktu Zubuh bangun waktu Zohor. Hais. Subuh jadi Zubuh. Perangai typo bukan main membawa dari whatsapp ke blog. Hazab sangat jari tak gemuk tapi asyik typo ni. ~_~

Haih. Mengeluh hari-hari. Sebab bulu pun dah tak ada nak gadai. Nak melepak tadak duit, nak keja macam errrrr nanti kenduri kawen Mimi susah nak cuti. Alasan. 

Takpalah abaikan rasa hina takdak duit.

Since dah habis diploma ni, heaven sangat rasa dah tak mengadap muka hipokrit kat UiTM sana. Aku pun tak payah jadi hipokrit dah. Hiks. Happy sangat-sangat. Lagi happy finally, merasa dapat dekan. Picisan sangat.Ceh. Dah final baru nak struggle sampai berjaya.Puih.

Tapi aku rindu nak lepak dengan Yuyu. Walaupun dia suka buli aku, tapi dia ja paling best nak kawan. Paling tak annoying. Paling banyak tolong aku. Paling selalu buat aku biaq, ouh tak cool eh buat cemni. Dan paling banyak aku dok dok gosip. Herm. Yu, i mich u bebeh. Ceh.

*kurangajaqsmurfyamsukrumahcelahmana.

K lah aku nak tidoq lu. Suspen pulak dengan Smurfy si kucing gemuk pemalaih ni. Esok sambung lain.

Till we meet again. 

Imma happy girl \o/

friend or fiend

The pain burns my heart
Pretense truly does hurt
They say they are my friends
But they are just my fiends.


Pretenders are worse than murderers
I thought friends are like brochure
I thought I could call them my friends

So no need of lying to me
As the lightning cuts through the clouds
So will my heart be.

To the most wonderful places for sure
Boy! I was wrong
Because money does not buy friendship
And even the beggars on those streets
Get friends for who they are
Not for what they do or do not have.

But they are just passers-by
Like the wind they go by
Not even dare look at me in the eye
Were they my friends or fiends. 

by Michael .k. Ruffy

entry #balingbalik

Haihh, dah makan tahun sejak aku study kat KKAP tapi still the memories never fade away. Herm. Aku tatau la apa masalahnya tapi apa benda pun aku buat aku akan teringat setiap dari sekecil zarah sampai sebesaq gajah memori kat KKAP. Kat Perlis. Rumah sewa kecil kami, Taman Cempaka Putih, bangunan kotak kolej, gerai makan, macik kedai makan, udara sana, kampung, kawan, semuanya.

Ya Tuhan.

Rindu.

Sangat rindu.

Besaq sangat pengalaman aku dapat kat sana. Tempat yang aku rasa berat nak pi dan terpaling berat aku nak tinggalkan. Tempat yang bawak aku jumpa semua kawan-kawan aku tak kira yang bawak celaka atau yang bagi bahagia

Honestly. Suku dari subjek kehidupan aku belajaq kat situ. Belajaq dari kegelapan yang aku lalui kat situ. Gelap. Yes gelap. Tapi gelap yang taburkan aku dengan kerlipan bahagia. Naahhh ayat. I cant describe the feeling but i do love the place. Everything in that place. I miss it. So much.

Well, dari kenai mana kawan mana lawan, trick curang, skill reject lelaki, jadi awek maha setia, jadi gedik, belagak matang, acah gengster, kaki lepak, apa benda aku tak belajar kat situ. Everything i guess i have learn there.

Kongsi syiling beli semangkuk laksa, share duit nak tapaukan nasik untuk member takdak duit, redah malam buta walaupun baru sampai sana tak sampai sebulan semata seketul KFC, nampak semua ni cliche bodoh budak2 tapi semua ni memori untuk aku. 

Damn.

Aku rindu kawan-kawan waktu hidup kat Perlis sana.

Seranap-ranap hidup aku dulu, aku dah belajar yang lawan cakap mak bapak tu tak kemana hidup. Pilih jadi bodoh tu memang bodoh abadi. Lelaki yang tabur janji setia tu patut dipijak. Kawan busuk macam mana pun tetap kawan dan akan tolong kita atleast bagi satu senyuman. Dan apa  kita buat akan jadi balik kat kita sebab dunia ni berpusing.

K bye.

...........

Tuhan. Beri kami petunjuk.

attention the stalker

Well im not in the mood to go back to Merbok. 

Hermm hermmm..

Lahaii, nak kena hadap hidup yang bosan, assignment, program wajib ~_~, fake people and soooo on. Huwarghhh. Literally aku rasa macam nak terjun lombong pikiaq nak hadap semua ni kat Merbok. Erghhh.

Aku ada satu cerita. Tapi nanti la bila ada masa aku cerita. Cerita pasal mulut longkang dan manusia lembu dengar sebelah pihak saja. 

K bye.
































Ouh terlupa pulak nak cakap. By the way, aku dapat rasa lagi satu nikmat hidup. Memandu kereta. Weehhhhhhooooooo... Yang penting aku tak payah tempek sticker P sebab aku pernah ada lesen moto dan dah permanent. Kahkahkahkah. Aku tak pernah lagi tempek sticker P tu sebab aku dulu mana rajin bawak moto pun even ada lesen moto. Awsome me yay..





Ceh.


































Sekali lagi bye.